nintendocanada:

If I’m a sarcastic asshole when I talk to you its either because I really like you and feel comfortable teasing you

Or I really hate you and don’t care if you know it

Good luck figuring out which one

to all my close followers

i sent a fan mail or ask w/ new blog info

peace,

mousetramp

when someone gets ten messages in a row about  one ask telling you how wrong you are and calling you things, it’d most likely make you mad. it’d make you not think straight. it’d make you word things weirdly.

NEVER in my life would i seriously think that autism is an illness

or that it needs to be cured

YES my OP makes it sound that way

and i am

very, very, very sorry for that

please let me clarifiy

i have autism and i don’t want to tell other people what to do w/ their illness or how to live their life.

i don’t want my brother to not exist or change

i don’t want one treatment to be “cured” and then the other to go on hurting him

if you want to know what i really think, maybe send me a message and i’ll tell you

but to everyone on tumblr and the autism community who’ve i offended and given a wrong portrayal of myself and my views

based on one stupid post

i am very very sorry

i was up until 2:30 this morning sending messages to everyone who reblogged it, apologizing and rewording my thoughts

HOWEVER

that didn’t really seem to work

instead of that, a lot of you called me hurtful things

so because of the threats and gross exaggerations of myself

i am no longer able to use this page.

for those of you who follow me, i follow back, and talk w/

expect a message with a new account soon

goodbye,

mousetramp

if i’m still this upset in the morning

i might just start a new tumblr

i

really can’t deal w/ all this

i’m very very sorry if i offended you

that wasn’t my intention

but yknow

death threats and calling be “allistic scum” isn’t super great either

so good night for now

(also if i do start a new tumblr, i’ll send an ask to all my close followers w/ the new url)

lovemakesbabies:

pixieontherox:

Please don’t be angry with people for not understanding something. Explain to them. Educate them. Inform them. Do not yell and call them names. Because they will still not comprehend. Except now, they are hurt. And you are the asshole.

I try to remind myself of this

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“frankly i think it’s telling that you pay lip service to your brother’s pain and his apparent desire for a cure(has he explicitly told you this, like in writing??) but then switch back to how he needs treatment to lesson his “behaviors” and how it would help “the family”

i dont know, it just reminds me how with family of autistics the push for a cure seems to stem in a large part from how inconvenient we are”

don’t fucking put quotes around the family and behaviors

do you know him? no don’t speak for him

no one finds him inconvenient

we love him

AND THAT IS FUCKING WHY WE WANT TO HELP HIM

FINAL POST ON THE SUBJECT (unless i get another anon) I SWEAR

I noticed a bunch of people were adding on to the original post saying “fuck you don’t tell me how to feel about your illness”

okay

well i’m not??

did i go to your inbox and say hey. you. this is how to live your life!

no i didn’t

but at the same time, it makes sense that depression and bipolar disorder and things like that would want to be treated

i really don’t like being notable for coming off as a dick

or an ignorant piece of shit as some of you called me

but after getting five anons in a row, it’s hard not to get a little upset

and to those of you who want me to jump into a volcano or get ran over or whatever

please explain how me wanting my younger brother to be healthy warrants that??

and HEY GUESS WHAT

i have asberger’s

so your argument of “you aren’t autistic so fuck you”

NO

FUCK YOU

YES I AM

i’m high functioning

but i am

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